people say that numb is the worst feeling, but in my situation, numb is what i need.
These days, situation has gone like a roller coaster. There's time when i felt like really inconvenience and there's also time when i felt like idontgiveasinglefuck. and you know what, that is really not cool.
But after i realize that that person has turned to be a really different person, i feel like i really don't know that person at all. and yeah, i feel great for that.