Maafin gue challenge yang ini kelewat, parah kemaren gue ke tanah abang seharian dan macet banget jadi sampe rumah tepar plus temanya discuss first love + first kiss, gadengg

Okay, about first love yaa. Gue mendefinisikan first love sebagai keadaan ketika gue suka berlanjut sayang sama seseorang yaa

I found my first love when i was on the second year of high school. Let say his name is RC. We were on the same batch but he graduated faster, (elah ini obvious banget). I knew him first because my close friend were in the same class with him. Gue memang sering nyamperin kelas temen gue ini daan baru nyadar dan kenal kalo ada dia. Beginning of second year, gue baru selesai pelantikan OSIS, then he started a chat on facebook dan out of sudden, he said something that made me blushing. Udah jeda, setiap ke kelas pun biasa aja yaudah nyapa-nyapa selo.

Trus, suatu ketika gue harus menginfokan sesuatu ke ketua kelas yang ada dan he was one of them, yaudah deh sms dan berlanjut terus. I forget when it was tapi kemudian gue selalu pulang bareng dia kalo pulang sekolah, dia ke suatu bimbel,gue lanjut balik. Then, we got to know each other better. Gue pun menyadari sisi dia yang gapernah gue liat kalo lagi bareng temen-temen di sekolah. Kalo di sekolah, dia sangat lawak, but deep inside was anotherstory. Gue inget banget sehari sebelum tahun baru 2011, gue jalan samatemen-temen gue dan termasuk dia, and after that we got closer. Sampe saatnya dia lulus dan gue jadi sedih karena bakal jarang ketemu, tapi ketika itu ternyata intensitas komunikasi tetep, and we became a couple on april 2011. Yaudah, selanjutnya tetep jarang ketemu, apalagi pas gue kelas 3 dan dia baru masuk kuliah. GUe sibuk, dia sibuk, tapi gue gabisa egois untuk nuntut tiap hari harus ketemu. Saat itu, gue fine-fine aja karena gue ngerasa sekalinya ketemu, gue sangat senang and i cherished that day so much. After i entered college, ke-jarang ketemu-an bertambah, and the relationship met its end at the beginning of 2013.

Out of everything he did, i remembered him as the first person who made me feel the love and be loved.

Lesson : seperti kata tumblr, relationship is like two people pulling a rubberband together. Ketika salah satu orang menarik dan yang lain berhenti menarik, orang yang menarik itu akan terkena imbas dari penarikkan itu dan sakit sendiri.

About first kiss, no i haven't got it yet.